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  • Published: 16 March 2019
  • You are not alone. Never give up. Charity Stream on Monday. These are the charities we will be raising funds for: thetrevorproject.org
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  • BeatEmUps
    BeatEmUps   8 months back

    You are not alone. Never give up. Charity Stream on Monday. These are the charities we will be raising funds for: https://www.thetrevorproject.org
    https://www.treatmentadvocacycenter.org/
    https://www.bbrfoundation.org/
    https://afsp.org/

    Please join me in giving to those who are looking for answers and help.

    List Of International Suicide Hotlines.

    Argentina: +5402234930430

    Australia: 131114

    Austria: 017133374

    Belgium: 106

    Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

    Botswana: 3911270

    Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association

    Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)

    Croatia: 014833888

    Denmark: +4570201201

    Egypt: 7621602

    Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688

    Finland: 010 195 202

    France: 0145394000

    Germany: 08001810771

    Holland: 09000767

    Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

    Hungary: 116123

    India: 8888817666

    Ireland: +4408457909090

    Italy: 800860022

    Japan: +810352869090

    Mexico: 5255102550

    New Zealand: 0800543354

    Norway: +4781533300

    Philippines: 028969191

    Poland: 5270000

    Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

    Russia: 0078202577577

    Spain: 914590050

    South Africa: 0514445691

    Sweden: 46317112400

    Switzerland: 143

    United Kingdom: 08457909090

    USA: 18002738255

    Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255

    • Trevor Thery
      Trevor Thery  1 months back

      BeatEmUps thank you ❤️

    • stereodrive116
      stereodrive116  2 months back

      please watch this..a sincere message about depression.no clickbaits...no joke..just REAL TALK.. t might help...i promise...pls share if it did..
      https://youtu.be/WsGsJxWeA1o

    • mortiis 3
      mortiis 3  3 months back

      Dude you are inspiring. I deal with depression and it stemmed from bully at school, college, work and it took me down the path of suicidal thoughts but like you I have a partner who is also called Kim... and she is present in my picture...and she was, is and always will be my light in the darkness. Thank you for this video and I truly hope these hateful videos and comments you get stop and that you can lead as happy a life as possible. Please update us on if it all stop or gets worse as we are 100% behind you. Stay strong and keep yourself and your Kim safe.

      Martin

      England, UK

    • Daniel Gallo
      Daniel Gallo  4 months back

      Kerp fighting! I know you can get through this! We're all here to support you!

    • Willem Isaac
      Willem Isaac  4 months back

      BeatEmUps videogames have been my escape from anxiety and depression but sometimes it’s very difficult because people don’t understand why I spend time or money and it sucks because there’s nothing that have gave my that happiness before

  • Charlie Freeman
    Charlie Freeman  13 hours back

    Worst part about having terrible parents is that no one believes you because of this societal idea of 'family values', that family is family and they're an objective good and you must just be wrong or the one that's at fault. My dad left when I was 6 months old and it really messed with my mum, my mum was super stressed all the time, had mental problems and she took it all out on me (I look alot like my dad which was a factor in why she blamed me). Everything was an argument, she was hyper controlling, abusive and nobody believed me.

    In fact, because shes a woman and I was a boy, she'd lie to other people and paint the picture that I was some kind of crazy wife beater, even though she was the one hitting me. When having an argument, she would often randomly start shouting "help!" Or "stop hitting me" even though I was doing nothing, if we were in the house she'd open a window and start shouting stuff like that. I'd try and reach out to other family members for help, but either my mum got to them first, they didn't believe me or they didn't care.

    My peers and friends at school thought I was scum for not liking my mum and just assumed it was my fault, even when I explained it.

    I also had a younger brother and she'd treat us on opposite ends of the spectrum. She was one of those parents who thought videogames were evil and that they made you kill people so I never got any games from her and she'd heavily restrict what ones I was allowed to get, how long I was allowed to play and she was incredibly strict about age ratings (when I turned 12 she even fought against the idea of me being allowed to watch and play 12 age rated things). I only ever had a PS1 and PS2 because of a suprise present from my dad (which my mum was furious at) and from my grand parents. But when my brother came along, she gave him everything: he got an Xbox360, she bought him higher age rated games than she bought me, none of the rules applied to him yet they all still applied to me.

    My mum got cancer when I was 15 and I cried with joy because it was finally going to be over. When she went through the kemo it would make her super Ill and in those vulnerable states, she'd stop being crazy, stop being abusive and we really connected. But we only ever got along when she was in that state, as soon as she got better it'd be back to normal (she'd even blame me for her cancer) and yeah, my mum has genuinely been a better influence on my life now that she's gone. And now in retrospect I can empathize with her suffering and what she was going through, which I couldn't do before when she was taking it all out on me.

    • Samir Rojas
      Samir Rojas  23 hours back

      you should make shirts that say " and happiness is so god damn important!"

      • Adam Copley
        Adam Copley  2 days back

        Hi Wood, 8 months ago you made this video, your still churning out videos good for you, don't let the haters get you down.

        You've definately gone through a lot of heartache, but there are a few things.

        1. You seem like a really genuine guy.
        2. You have an amazing wife
        3. You make great content

        Actually ill stop at 3 as the list could get really long.

        What I'm getting at is, you've dealt with a lot of crap, but you have more good to outway the bad. You have a bright future, and a lot to look forward to. Don't ever let people get you down, they're only jealous, which is a shame. They should take a leaf out of your book and turn the negatives into positives.

        This video is a prime example. Youve taken a really difficult and crappy situation and flipped it to try and help other people.

        Dude your amazing and an inspiration, the world needs more of people like you.

        Adam

        • Henley Phoenix
          Henley Phoenix  5 days back

          We love you. I’m new here and I’ve binged watched your videos. You’re a sweetheart. I had an amazing home life, but I’ve been sick all my life. I have a rare disability and I’ve gone through multiple surgeries that gave me PTSD. I was bullied all my school life. I’ve never fit in really because I didn’t want to be stereotyped. I considered dignitas a few years ago and then my husband and I admitted we had feelings for each other at my parents 25th wedding anniversary vow renewal, I moved to London and then we got married this past July where we’re from up North. Our relationship hasn’t been without its sadness, we’ve had an ectopic pregnancy and a few miscarriages. I was actually miscarrying on my wedding day. I can’t work, because my illness has its good and bad days. Your channel is inspiring to me. I thought I could try YouTube again but I wouldn’t know where to start.

          Keep being awesome ❤️

          • Balram Trivedi
            Balram Trivedi  6 days back

            2 mins 20 seconds in and I'm already so darn shocked. Wao man. Honestly, stay strong man. Lots of youtubers luv yah! Myself included.

            • Ketorulz
              Ketorulz  7 days back

              Mental health, the most difficult topic to deal with that is now more exposed than ever.
              One thing I take away from it all in all the years: You love who you can, and avoid the toxic ones. There is nothing worth the effort with dealing with those who are a threat to your well being. Unfortunately, humanity sucks, and it really sucks when people don't like you for who you are. I will say this once and for all: the world needs to mature. The world needs to love again, we need to love ourselves and the world needs to make it apparent that we can achieve what we want to achieve, and not put us down for trying. We deserve a better class of people more, not just a few, but many more.

              • virtuososiu
                virtuososiu  1 weeks back

                support from Australia

                • Angel Navarro Torres
                  Angel Navarro Torres  1 weeks back

                  You make me happy.

                  • Ryan Haines
                    Ryan Haines  2 weeks back

                    Bunch of suckers LOL

                    • White95Wing
                      White95Wing  2 weeks back

                      Love you❤️

                      • Trollz Roblox
                        Trollz Roblox  2 weeks back

                        Jeeze I cried more than him about this video

                        • Robert Applin
                          Robert Applin  3 weeks back

                          We are behind you. Always

                          • Francesco_E97
                            Francesco_E97  3 weeks back

                            I got to know you like a month ago, and now i want to hug you, what a beautiful person you are

                            • decoy
                              decoy  3 weeks back

                              so what man up!!! most of us have depression and anxiety these day's. but at least you'v found someone that loves you. i envy that:(

                              • OneEaredFreek
                                OneEaredFreek  3 weeks back

                                I like you. No. I love you bro. Thank you for making this video. I'm a new subscriber, and you are the reason I bought a Switch. Stay strong bro.

                                • Final Theory Games
                                  Final Theory Games  3 weeks back

                                  Why would anyone down vote this. It happens and it's okay to be honest about it.

                                  • 0413 GLO
                                    0413 GLO  3 weeks back

                                    I know the feels, a dad thats always drunk and i could never do anything good in his eyes. I am verry insecure but i try to hold that back because i will start a new job next week, and its kind of a better job than i have now. Now i get remembered again how insecure i am for doing things wrong and how my youth affected me. Stay strong everybody!

                                    • Throggy
                                      Throggy  4 weeks back

                                      It really hit home with me when you talked about your parents. My dad was well, a complete jerk to my mom, my brother, and I. I was really fortunate to have a mom who loved me, but still, knowing my dad didn't want to be around me or anything to do with me, it really hits hard. And I still don't understand it at the age of 24....

                                      • Wesley Yuri
                                        Wesley Yuri  4 weeks back

                                        This live stream is a beautiful thing to do. You can count with me

                                        • WarpedBrushes
                                          WarpedBrushes  4 weeks back

                                          this is why i hug and kiss my children every day! encurage them in whatever they want to do!

                                          • Jacob Elliston
                                            Jacob Elliston  4 weeks back

                                            Thank you for sharing this I had no idea. I'm going through bad depression and recently started to get anxiety and panic attacks, but on a lighter note I love your videos they keep a smile on my face!

                                            • Alan Nutley
                                              Alan Nutley  4 weeks back

                                              Dude after watching this video my respect for you has grown more than 10 fold.. I found it touched a nerve with me on a personal level... I thank you for being honest... And so strong... I tip my hat to you sir...

                                              • blackvo range
                                                blackvo range  4 weeks back

                                                (Hugs hugs hugs hugs hugssssss....!!!!!!!)

                                                • HALO Productions
                                                  HALO Productions  4 weeks back

                                                  Very much enjoy your streams. The haters are always gonna hate...as soon as you realize the person is dark blast them with light!! It is within you in abundance! The people who disliked this video should not have even started watching it for they have unaddressed problems themselves, this is obvious.

                                                  Best wishes to you and your Mrs. Keep up the great work.

                                                  • Nico E.
                                                    Nico E.  4 weeks back

                                                    You are a truely awesome person! That video was so pure and i felt it with all of my heart. Keep it going buddy!


                                                    Greetz from Germany :)

                                                    • swedey p
                                                      swedey p  4 weeks back

                                                      Wow
                                                      Only just found this after following you for a few months,
                                                      You seem like a sound guy, genuinely bought after to my eye.

                                                      Chin up,your life is well on track.

                                                      • Anin Vasdar
                                                        Anin Vasdar  4 weeks back

                                                        For my experience I can be happy and depress at the same time.

                                                        • Karim Saidi
                                                          Karim Saidi  4 weeks back

                                                          You always make my day

                                                          • Karim Saidi
                                                            Karim Saidi  4 weeks back

                                                            You are a good guy

                                                            • Karim Saidi
                                                              Karim Saidi  4 weeks back

                                                              My heart has fell

                                                              • Karim Saidi
                                                                Karim Saidi  4 weeks back

                                                                I am so sorry

                                                                • Jim Sundström
                                                                  Jim Sundström  4 weeks back

                                                                  Oh man, I hear you and I can relate on so many levels. I worked my way form an anxious teenager with no purpose or place in life to touring all over Europe as a live musician. People see me as a strong and confident rock star, while I myself am fully aware that his is all to help me love myself by proving my own worth to myself.

                                                                  What can I say, other than I’m impressed by your strength and I’m happy to see how you, just as I did, found the amazing world of video games as a part of escaping and surviving and that you use your experience of anxiety and depression to help others finding their self worth and help! I spent years working with teens and children for the same reason. It helped me loving myself and being proud of who I am.

                                                                  • Carol Sollenberger
                                                                    Carol Sollenberger  4 weeks back

                                                                    These people are evil, jealous people.

                                                                    • Christopher Kokotajlo
                                                                      Christopher Kokotajlo  4 weeks back

                                                                      Hey!
                                                                      I just bought a switch, so have been watching your videos for the past few months. Thank you for your content and creating a community. Thank you for sharing your story. I love you for who you are! Thank you again for what you do and creating hope for others.

                                                                      Peace.

                                                                      • CycoMiko 73
                                                                        CycoMiko 73  4 weeks back

                                                                        Your a good dude and deserve to be loved and liked, stay classy bro!!

                                                                        • Kelsey Carlisle
                                                                          Kelsey Carlisle  4 weeks back

                                                                          As a fan of yours from Australia!!

                                                                          I have Depression and Generalised Anxiety Disorder. It’s very hard to deal with but with seeking treatment from my psychologist. I know how you feel. I’ve been there.

                                                                          You are very brave to talk about your mental health! It’s not an easy thing to do. But it shows incredible strength!

                                                                          Please Come to Down Under to visit the Nintendo Experience at eb games in Melbourne! I am very inspired!

                                                                          Your videos about video games and Nintendo gives me a outlet to escape From my inner demons. I suffer every single day

                                                                          • Colorado Bass N Cats Tv

                                                                            I know your pain brother, I've been going through depression and anxiety for the last 13 years. Its life changing and completely drains the life out of us but with real love from someone who really cares is also life changing. keep strong and fight on bro! Like you YouTube is your outlet just like me fishing and YouTube is mine... love the content man always look forward to your videos thanks!

                                                                            • MIKE HUNCHO
                                                                              MIKE HUNCHO  4 weeks back

                                                                              Keep doing you sir. Your videos bring joy to my day. Found your channel about 1 month ago. You drip positivity 😎 and have a great personality. Cheers

                                                                              • reddoggod1969
                                                                                reddoggod1969  4 weeks back

                                                                                I'm glad you've gotten to a happy place in your life....keep up the good work.

                                                                                • Chi Guy
                                                                                  Chi Guy  4 weeks back

                                                                                  I cried with you bro! Love your content

                                                                                  • Caustic Soda
                                                                                    Caustic Soda  4 weeks back

                                                                                    I know the feeling. There are so many of us. All the best to you ❤️.

                                                                                    • Jasmine
                                                                                      Jasmine  4 weeks back

                                                                                      You are a good person. You're loved by thousands of people around the world. I hope you don't forget that. Your content always makes me happy. Hope you're doing well.

                                                                                      • Marvin Hernandez31
                                                                                        Marvin Hernandez31  4 weeks back

                                                                                        Don't listen to those idiot trolls will think that they're better than you

                                                                                        • Marvin Hernandez31
                                                                                          Marvin Hernandez31  4 weeks back

                                                                                          You're the best

                                                                                          • Krusty The Clown
                                                                                            Krusty The Clown  4 weeks back

                                                                                            Just fell over your youtube channel for first time. So I don't have any background for you, or followed the bad things that have been build up close to you. Nice to see something real (you speak out directly and no background music as a filler) and with emotions. Not many men are that true or close to their emotions..or how to put it..outspoken about what's on their heart and mind. Anyway....If people are starting to make any threats, you should take the worst ones and make a police case of it. Some might say that's fuels to the fire, but any person in the world, should start thinking about what kind of hurtful words they are using when on the internet. And just because they are behind a screen/monitor/keyboard, they shouldn't feel free, to just write hurtful things, in a either threatening or bulling way. BTW on a side note: You said people can see the total amount of money from patreons. Not that I don't believe you. But just curious were to look that up, if I want to check yours or another youtuber next time? BTW2: I would also get annoyed, irritated, sad and ect. and a lot on the emotion-scale/pallet if some people would start to try to target ones family or loved ones. Often it's insecure people, that don't know how to live their own life, and they turn to the internet with their frustrations and hate. That doesn't make it okay nevertheless. And if some of the bulling words are more than just being bulling, but threats, then you should get in contact with the police. 'Cause that's of course
                                                                                            not acceptable. BTW3: Sorry if my english are a bit broken. From Denmark. Peace out :-)

                                                                                            • LouBattle
                                                                                              LouBattle  4 weeks back

                                                                                              Wow. I watched this video for the first time today(10/20/2019), and I wished I would've watched it 7 months ago. Your video really hit home. I know plenty of people, as well as myself who have gone through some sort of depression in our lives. This video gave me hope in society. Not all people in the world are uncaring, selfish humans. Thank you so much for this. You are probably the bravest, most real person person I have ever experienced on Youtube. You made me feel today that out of all the other Youtubers I subscribe to...you my friend are the realist, most human, and caring person I've ever come across.


                                                                                              Good for you. Doing something great to help in our society. In the future I will always watch and support your channel, just for the simple fact that you are the type of person I wish I grew up knowing as a friend in life. :) Shame on the people that have threatened and cause hate and caution to you and your wife in the past. Continue being the the person you are and never let the horrible people on the internet ever ruin that. Btw...your videos are entertaining and great. Keep it up buddy! WE NEED MORE POSITIVITY IN THIS WORLD. To many more years of BeatEmUps!!

                                                                                              • LoOoL
                                                                                                LoOoL  4 weeks back

                                                                                                aww , I was really depressed too despite having different partners at the time. It wasn't till I met my husband in game we became friends. Eventually he helped me overcome depression as well, so I know how you feel.